I've been so angry recently. I know I shouldn't be, but I feel lost. Here I am at the crossroad of my life, the most exciting part of it all, and I'm backing down. I don't want to be me or what I became. I'm bored. Yes, I'm terribly bored. My mind can no longer create fantasies to amuse me. It's dry and I'm bored. Perhaps that is the reason why I'm so fucking angry. I want it all back. I want it back. Won't someone give it back to me?