I am a devil's toy. There is nothing hold me back to this earth but reason. Friends, family, work, school, they are mundane things of which I want to escape. I am god's toy. God loves to see my suffer and suffer I do. When I sit in class, phantoms of past visit me. I rip my insides out offering them to anyone who would take them and no one will. No one ever will take my offering of shreeded pieces of my soul. No one. They see me as a blunt idiot. Yet I see them as silent fools unable to say what they want. They are silenced by their own idiocy while I am unable to play by their rules. I want to play by their rules because I'm tired of being devil's and god's toy. I want to be a human's toy, become a slave of heart not reason.

I want to be riped to pieces and eaten alive. Cannibalism is only a way to save souls. Save souls. Save my soul. No death but eternal life of reincarnation. No religion. Take responcibility for your own actions for once. Don't blame anyone, blame yourself. You are your own executioner. Oh but it's hard to stare into my own face and know that I deliberetly cut myself down. There is no peace for me.



Ноги тащат по земле,

Тыщу лет во мгле! Хой!



Глазами зверя вижу мир!

...Путь мой вечен!...

Я классный парень, я - вампир!

...Бесконечен!...

Есть у меня интерес большой,

Любопытно мне,

Что называете вы душой,

Слабость лелея тайком свою в уме?..



Я убеждаюсь вновь и вновь -

...Убеждаюсь...

У негодяев слаще кровь!

...Наслаждаюсь..

Я не кусаю всех подряд,

Жертву выбираю,

Обычно это - сладкий гад..



Припев:

Но я живу, не видя дня,

Во мраке бесконечной ночи,

И нет надежды у меня,

В гробу смыкаю свои очи!



Ноги тащат по земле,

Тыщу лет во мгле! Хой!



Вся жизнь вампира - сущий ад!

...Мое время...

Все рады жизни, я смерти рад!

...Мое бремя...

Я к людям добрый, злобы нет,

Откуда злобе взяться?

Ведь для меня они обед!

А ну, стоять, дрожать, бояться!!!


@настроение: Being politically correct is morally wrong.