I don't want to say that I'm frustrated but I'm definitely unhappy. Another painting and again my parents don't care. I worked on it for more than a year and they just shrugged. "Okay, well, I guess we can hang it up." Well you know what, that's not fucking good enough. That can make anyone feel like fucking shit. You feel OBLIGATED to hang it up, not because you want to hang it up. If it's shit, then say it's shit. I'm not an idiot I can read body language as well as anyone else. You know what, I don't feel like making another painting for them. If this is the support I get, screw it. I won't show them one more damn thing. Screw it. If no one gives a crap, I don't give a damn either. Fuck this 'self expression' nonsense. Bottling up shit worked fine before. I don't need this vulnerability nonsense. It just hurts too much to be rejected like that.