So I got a new MSI CD "IF" because of my good grades. Christ, I'm such a poser. But then, going full goth is too much work and frankly, I'drather be doing something than sitting at home and writing bad poetry and bitching about life. As said before, I can't write poems anymore and I can bitch about life without wearing black clothes all the time. But apparently a bunch of people think that I'm 'Dark' inside. Whatever the hell that is, who knows? Just because I like 'scary' music, I guess. Or is it because I have a different opinoon than what is considered standard to a bystander observing me for the first time.
Anyway, went to Anime Club and then Igor got me into frat party. Saw a VERY cute gay couple. I know that Igor likes me, but he reminds me too much of Ben. I don't think it's going to work out. But I had a nice time talking to this guy Benjie under my neiborghs bed. I slept under there. It was kind of a very cold and uncomfortable night since oly two of us stayed under the bed. And then home.
So first week of spring quarter is DONE. I love my russian lit class. The professor said something that struckme so true. The Russian people are the sort to adopt. Does that explain the sharp westernazination in the past nineteen years? We never like our own culture and are on the look out for something we deem as better. Anyway, yeah, German is good. Math is like math. But philosophy is kinda icky. I'll live through it though.