I miss Ben.
I think about him quite often now. Everything could have turned out so much better. It rps my heart to shreds to think that I wll never talk to him, see him, go to movies with him, argue with him. And why? Because of one dumb mistake on his part. There was so much he could do with his life and now...
I hope someday the guilt will go away. I miss yo, Ben. You were never alone.