They frustrate me just so.. with these idiotic ideas that they pull out of their ass and make me deal with. How? How dare I imply that they are anything BUT perfect? I must be mad, simply mad and incapable of seeing the divine truth of their revelation. Oh the poor miserable me... I should just crawl under a rock and die so as to not tarnish their presence. Bah, they're so full of shit. Such hypocrites. it sickens me jusst so. And yet, there is nothing that I can do. I have to suffer because of them, always suffer. I hate the fact that I can put myself into another's shoes. It's doing nothing to forward me in life, only puts me down. And my... my parents. They claim that they restrict nothing and yet, they have trained me so that I am incapable of saying 'no' of rebelling. they must be so proud of their trained pup.
I am disappointed in people, in the whole human race. Be I god, i would surely destroy this society once and for all, good and wicked together. No amount of the good would be able to outweigh the evils of this world. Why bother? Nothing comes out of being considered. Nothing at all. I want to laugh in their faces at what they make me go through every day. Guh, their fakeness is suffocating me. That is the human way, to pave a road to paradise with the bones and flesh around. Not that I am surprised. I do believe I have been writing about it for ages and a half. And that is why I am so bitter and sick of all of this. I just want to tell them all " Sod off" and walk away.