Things are falling apart as I'm losing my center. It may be the weather, but I'm thinking it's just me. I'm being pulle din too many directions... or maybe in not enough. I can't say. I can't think because it hurts to use my head and I need space to learn new formulas. In college no one would be holding my hand and so I have to train to walk alone, like a wolf. It's a strange notion for a human being, but in a capitalistic society, being an egomaniac pushed one forwad. There is no other way to succeed, other than step upon the others' feet in a dash for the very best.
At teh present.. I'm just tired. I wish there were few more hours in a day.