I can't take it anymore. Everything is too much. Everything. I'm stuffed with information, gutted for achievement and I'm beginning to develop a phobia for rejection. I want it all to end. This god dam torture has to end because I can't live like this. Too many people want too many things from me.
"Why don't kids wanna work with you?"
"Why won't you study for ACT?"
"Why don't you buy that book?"
"What's this bullshit?"
It has to end. It just has to. This is hell and even I don't deserve to live so vividly. Not even I.